Anaconda

I am alive

I am not alive

I am searching for a life

I am dead

I am not yet dead

I am looking for death

I am insane

I got a useless brain

Feeling a permanent pain

I lost sight

Cant see what for to fight

With this increasing pain

I am becoming faithless

With a tearful eye

And a sad sigh

I wonder if God can give a sign

of bliss on earth

of life after death