Anaconda

i was reading a novel, or rather i was feigning reading a novel...coz i love to seem busy or in fact i was waiting for him. i put on my night gown, the sexiest one, combed my hair, parfumed my body...i wanted to turn him mad, sedusing game...i was playing the role of a wife...

he was in the bathroom...he perfumed his body too ! the smell excited me..i could not read any word on the page...i was breathing fast ! when the hell is he getting to bed?!

i switched off the light...soon i regretted coz i was afraid he would sleep without kissing me good night thinking that i might be asleep. i switched on the light.

he got out of the bathroom, my heart was going boom boom boom ! i was shaking from head to toe coz i was waiting for the kiss of the night...

he sat next to me, took the watch in his hand, he exclamed "too late !!" and he lied and slept !!

i leaned to already listen to his regular breaths !

i missed the good night kiss !

i slept or i feigned to sleep...what was wrong? was it me? was it him? should i sleep whitout knowing why?

i slept with a bitter taste in my mouth, without being kissed good night !

yeah, you occupy the totality of my thoughts

your love invades my heart with brutality like a flood

i spend the majority of my time, counting hours, days and months when i can be by your side

im upset to fatality of the distance seperating us

everyday looks like eternity standing between us

my heart will live its immortality beating your name

cherishing the unity of our hearts

blessed with felicity for being destined to each other