Anaconda

14 Shades of Grey Lyrics:

FILL ME UP
• Album: 14 Shades of Grey
• Track Number: 07
• Performed By: Staind

I just had to let you know
'Cause I don't always let it show
You give me needed room to grow
And I just had to tell you so
Chorus
You fill me up, you're in my veins
A look could take my breath away
And all these things, you give away
Sometimes I take for granted

It's just like poetry inside
To hear you breathing by my side
Like I'm in heaven and I've died
So glad you're with me for this ride

Chorus

I see your face to start my day
Makes all my bad dreams go away
And all the stupid games we play
Wouldn't have it any other way

Chorus (x2)

15 days, daily headache, daily pain in my neck, in my chest...this is what they call depression?! no, really, it's more than that, it is Mr Hell en personne !! i dont know how long will it last, i know i cant bear it anymore, but do i have any other choice? suicide? what else? supposing i had the courage to do it, will i have the courage to face what may come next? i mean that dark hole that leads to nowhere...that eternity one spends in his tomb counting milleniums with nothing but patience because he lost his free will he had on earth... it gives goose bumps just to think about it !!
i am going to see the psychiatric this afternoon, though i dont think i need someone to confess to, think i am tired of talking about my problems, i need to forget them not to resurrect what i have succeeded to forget. do i have to say everything ?! really?! there are things that i have never found the right words to name them... i want to forget, i dont want to remember!!
hey i like snoop dog !! hors sujet !

hello,
i dont know whether it's tress, sadness or no matter what but really headaches are killing me and i cant hold on.
i saw a doctor, he said that it's originally psychologic and i got to see a psychiatric. No delay. i got to start monday. i dont know what i feel. maybe ashamed to have failed in my resistence mission. i feel like being the weakest girl in this world. besides, i hate being cared after...they will be fed up one day. i cant bear these aches anymore. i just want to go somewhere...to start a kind of a new life..why not? i heard somebody say: better late than never !! just kidding! it's Mrs davies who used to say it when fatima zahra always came late...i miss those times !! now i am finding nothing to laugh at or to cry about!

hello
guess no need to write, nobody shares!! i feel like i am talking to myself and i have already been talking to myself, but nothing echoed...so no need to write !!
things are repeating themselves!

hello!
i was busy, no, i just made myself look like busy so as not to realize that i really have nothing to do !!
i have been reading magazines of psychiatry to fix what is broken inside since it's still expensive to see a doctor here...yes, i think i hate family and i still think that my parents were not made to be together.. one is just too positive and the other is negative so no way of coexistence with each other and our life with them, as children, looks like a hell on earth. we feel too much involved because they make us share their problems even if we are not concerned. i personnally dont give a damn to their so called problems, i just want to live by myself away from their nerves breaking stories of everyday...i call them an unfit combination !!